Thanks to a very, very packed schedule, I haven't been able to write leisurely.
Up to this moment.
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So, happy 2016...! I hope everything is going, and will be fine for any of you reading this.
2015 was a crappy, crappy year for me.
For the first 3 months, I was shuffled between 2 government and state departments in order to confirm my pre-university enlistment status which cost me and my parents money, energy and time.
For the next 7 months, my enlistment was secured, but I was cooped up in a
The only things I learnt was how stupid, immature, unreliable and cocky I was. I also learnt how much of a Blue Falcon ( slang for buddy f**ker, a person who is willing to screw over those around him/her just to save him/herself) I was.(I did, however miss a handful of people). There was this ONE awesome day, though. (sigh)
The last two months though, were the worst; I ended a 3-year (almost 4) commitment that I wasn't supposed to. I cried the night it happened. I wasn't able to function for several days after. After several days, I backtracked. But by that time, I was already drained all to hell.
And I don't know how 2016 is going to be like.
All I know is that I want to improve myself this year.
Improve on the fields that I'm passionate in, improve my living skills, improve my social skills, improve my attitude.
I want to find myself, figure myself out; who I really am.
Seven months of living with people who I couldn't stand (no matter how much I tried) made me want to study somewhere I can gain knowledge that I can utilize and find out more about myself and improve on it.
Being in a situation that I'm not used to taught me what to be and not to be.
The result? Now I know.
2016? Let's go.
